Personality Disorder

I went to Borders with Mark in the afternoon. Actually i didnt quite feel like going out because i feel sian of stepping outside the house. i just hope to spend time watching more tv.... then again, i feel that i need some walking around for the sake of good blood ciculation.

okie.. at Borders, i picked up a psychology related megazine that cost $11.95!!! Actually, that's not the point. I was reading the magazine which talks about personality disorder and how it affects people's behaviour. i thought that was quite similar to what i learnt in management of people at work. hhaa... so i went on reading.. the magazine says something like a personality disorder does not affect a person's lifestyle unless it is displayed to extremities... so what i gathered from that sentence is that everyone has some forms of personality disorder!!! everyone is rather "sick"! but, being sick does not determine if u're condemned! and whether you're condemned depends on how to display that form of disorder. i guess, perhaps some people are deemed to be "special" or what people termed as a person with "character" are people who display several forms of their personality disorder and yet balanced them well enough to make them appear as some positive traits.

others are not so lucky! haha..

i did a personality disorder test just a moment ago cos i was wondering if i am the less fortunate ones... which i seriously think that's the group that i belong! i remembered doing the same test about 3 years ago when i felt so so depressed with myself and everything around me. therefore accordingly, my test results were expectedly bad! i was "very high" on several of the disorders and "high" on the rest. sigh... and now, i feel that i am much better than before since i've more or less recovered from the tramatic experience i had 3 yrs ago... and i thought that i would do fine on most aspects. but...

Results
Disorder: Rating Information
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

whatt's wrong with me?

on second thoughts, by asking the previous question, i may possibly have displayed several aspects of the disorders!
(shhhh)