My lappy is dying on me. It has three big black spots on the two left hand corners of the screen and the third on the top right hand corner. Even if i'm willing to trade in my lappy, i guess no one is willing to take it. Anyway, i'll just use my 5 year-old lappy until it finally blacks out totally. Maybe i'll get a desktop in the near future.
I still remember how i bought my current desktop at home. My ex-bf had to choose the parts for me, then i had to lugged it home from sim lim by bus. Madness. don't think i'll ever find the strength to do that anymore.
Don't know why but I just suddenly remember the title of a book that was published some years back, '寂寞杀死一只猫'. I wanted to buy that book when it was newly published back then but don't know why i didn't in the end. The title is a bit morbid lah. Many times buying books depends on fate... sometimes the more i want to buy a book, the harder it is to find it. if i see that book the next time i visit a bookshop, i think i may just buy it in case i want to read in the the future.
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have i mentioned how my colleagues think i'm a weirdo?
somehow it seems like i enjoy talking to myself, i mean, either thinking aloud or just rambling to myself. At first i thought that was what they found me weird for. but now i think that's not the case. They probably find me weird because i can choose not talk for long hours, just smile and nod or shake my head when they ask me questions. I make unexpected comments that is usually not expected of a quiet person. And my boss thinks i'm too lady to scold anybody. He's the first person i met who actually thinks i speak english at home. (i wonder how can the impression he has of me be so wrong.) hmm.. and my colleagues think i work slowly, think slowly, speak slowly and eat slowly. Too slow to be true.
The truth is I'm just uncomfortable with them. it's something like they're people who don't share 吴宗宪 sense of humour. And what i find unfunny is so funny to them. ar!
but they're nice folks. verbally mean but have big kind helpful hearts.
Erh, while typing this entry, i bought private (shhh.. i mean non sg pools) 4d through phone. So exciting.
Btw, I'm happy to see iw's comment, afterall we somehow haven't kept in touch for quite some time.
lastly, happy lunar new year.
(hope my lethargy is not rubbing off anyone who reads this. feel v sian 'cos my gastric is giving me problems again. )
orh.. look at this, i like the pair of eyes in the picture!
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